Suna-wolf

Message recieved December 5/2011 11:01pm "So you're leaving this Saturday?" "Yeep" "Oh.. Kay are you gonna be working all week?" "yeah till Friday." "Do I get to say goodbye..?" "I don't know I'm going to be busy..." "Really? I really want to say goodbye..." "You can tell me goodbye over a text." "Please don't do that to me.." "Are you gonna start this again?" "You have to let me say goodbye.. Come on.." "I'm going to go to sleep, I don't wanna talk about thiss." "I'm not trying to talk about anything!!" "Still" "Just.. Please. Its all gonna be over soon and you don't have to give a shit anymore.. Just care for a few more day

Who am I to you? Now that you've moved on. And all that is the past. Something you'd rather not talk about, and rather not think about. Why is that? Is it because I still mean something to you? And you're trying to hide those feelings away because you don't want to feel them..? Is that what you were trying to do last night? When you completely ignored me even though I was standing right in front of you. Even when I came up to you and wrapped my arms around you. You couldn't even look at me and you kept your hands in your pockets.. What was on your mind then? You didn't treat me like you usually did when I would see you.. You were mean to

Counting down the days until you disappear from my life forever.. 13 days. Maybe the distance is good..? It will help me move on with my life. I won't have that urge to text you.. Though your name will still be in my phone.. I don't think I will be able to delete it. I know I'll look at that name and think of all the good times we've shared. I can't tell you this. Because you told me not to talk about it.. I wish I could tell you, before you leave.. I've been playing it over and over in my head exactly what I would say when I saw you for the last time.. Are you coming back..? Just know I am here for you, I know you're alone here and it'